"For us, our house is not insentient matter—it has a heart, and a soul, and eyes to see us with; and approvals, and solicitudes, and deep sympathies; it is of us, and we are in its confidence, and live in its grace and in the peace of its benediction. We never come home from an absence that its face does not light up and speak out its eloquent welcome—and we can not enter it unmoved."
—Mark Twain, 1896
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Friday, August 14, 2009

unwanted guest........again

Insomnia visits often, and like a good guest, usually knows when she’s overstayed and at some point during the night she’ll leave. Last night, however, Insomnia came for a visit and decided to stay alllll night long without so much as an invitation, mind you! So, when the phone rang at 10:30pm, then again at 12:45am (don't ask), I got right on it. I was even rude about it and stayed to chat a while completely ignoring my guest who didn’t even have the courtesy to leave the room whilst I was in a private conversation!

Flip-flopping through a ‘movie’ that was replaying in my head, I began blaming my lack of Nicotine for the unwanted guest (the mind does have a way of tricking us into giving it what it wants, especially when we’re on no sleep). And no, I did not acquiesce.

I thought, as any host would, if I ignore this guest perhaps she’ll take the hint and simply leave. But no such luck. At one point, I actually left the room. Can you imagine? Walking out on a guest? I stayed down stairs, looking out the window and walking around in the dark. I sat in front of the computer, but my back was on fire so I couldn’t even 'surf' through the rest of the night. Conspiracy.

Normally, I would be out back smoking, relaxing. So you see the dilemma here. Not only am I adjusting to new routines, I also have to endure an insufferable guest.

Anyway, long story short, dawn lights up my room, I’ve finished reading my book, and my guest has disappeared. Guess I’ll get in a few cat-naps today, and lock-up early this evening, hoping I’ll be sound asleep before she comes tap, tap, rapping at my bedroom door again.

Oh, and by the by........I'll be turning off the telephone.
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