Ok, ever since I privatized Enchanted, it appears as though the creative side of my brain has ceased to function. The psychological response to this would be, now that I only have a limited number of choice readers, and am no longer ‘playing’ to a mass audience, subconsciously, my ego is no longer being stroked. Wow, I wasn’t even aware that my ‘ego’ was in play here. Me who professes the stand-alone notion that what others think shouldn’t define the moment.
Would I write if no one else read my words? Of course I would, but those words would, most certainly, be different in nature and character. And, if I thought/knew that no one was looking? My words would undoubtedly betray me.
We all have a quiet side. One that shouldn’t be seen by others. Not for shame’s sake but for self-preservation’s sake. We all put on the mask that suit’s the particular audience we are addressing at the moment, whether we think we do or not. It’s the Ch’i that keeps us connected. How we choose to handle the fall-out along the way is the definition.
So, now what?
Now that the room is for invited guests only,
is it now elite?
It will most definitely be interesting to find out.
Vero?
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